distractions in unlikely places

is it wrong to say i really really love reading what i wrote a while back? i still remember what happened of course, but somehow it doesnt make me like reading it any less. when i start reading my old stuff, i cant seem to stop! haha, i guess i'm an egomaniac after all. but i'm banning myself from reading my old stuff until i finish my last book in the series! it's really hard! not b/c i'm uninspired, but more along the lines of, i'm disturbed by the things my characters are doing, and i really dont want some of them to happen. grrrr. but i have to buckle down and make myself write. not for a few days though. my day job is calling.