finito

finished book 3 yesterday, and on to book 4 soon. editing the first book and looking for agents soon. here we go...found 3 agents who look interesting. not sure how i'm going to change book 1. still looking at it and not sure if i'm happy with it. that probably means that i'm not. but so far i'm not seeing how i can make it a better but i'm not feeling everything is perfect yet. or as good as it can get. i want it a certain way and i want to keep it like that for my own selfish artistic reasons, but i know i shouldnt if i want other people to like it. hrrmm. i guess that's always the struggle, and maybe i'm just being stubborn and not wanting to stray from my original ideas of how it should be, and if i just did it anyway, maybe it would be a lot better. who knows, it's late and i'm rambling. and so excited about starting the next step of the journey.
this next book will be a more settled one with more in-depth character journey than outward journey. i have an idea of where it will lead, but not sure how they'll get there. and that's the exciting part.